Sliding scale: $45-$65/hour
Despite feeling love and deep affection for your betrothed, despite feeling excitement imagining your wedding day, there is a dull panic, a quiet dread, that is behind all of it. There might even be a voice inside your head or in the pit of your stomach that keeps saying, “I don’t think I can do this.” When you envision your future with this person, it feels like a part of you is dying. You might have even convinced yourself that it’s just the death of your single self, but you know that it’s much more terrifying than that. You feel like you're losing something integral, but you don’t know what it is or how to stop it from happening.
You know that this decision to call off your wedding is one that you have to make for yourself, but you’re having a hard time getting your bearings because all of this is still just in your head. You’re hoping that this is something you can “figure out” on your own without having to worry anyone before the wedding. But you feel like you’re drowning, unable to differentiate between your true inner voice and all the other noise of the rest of the world.
If you are in this place, a lifeline session might be the support you’re looking for. In this session, you can verbally process the doubts and fears and pain that have been constantly plaguing you.
There is no decision that you need to come to, there is no answer that you have to find, but there is something powerful about being able to say these heavy things out loud to someone else. When everyone else in your life who loves you is now invested in this wedding and this relationship, I can objectively hold space for you as you explore these thoughts and fears.
There is no one who can tell you what the “right” thing to do is in this situation. I don’t have the answer. But I know that you are exhausted from the strain of it all. And so I am here to listen and to be a processing partner when there might be no one else you can talk to.